Thursday, January 20, 2011

Weird feelings.


So I'm sitting at home, waiting for Blaine to get out of his class.... I really should be doing homework, but I'm putting it off till tomorrow. Smartest move? Probably not. I found this picture on my laptop. It's from before Blaine and I started dating. He looks so funny with out a beard. Like.... naked. It reminded me of all the butterfly/I'm going to vomit/or possibly pee my pants feelings I used to get before he'd come over or we'd hang out. So as I'm writing this, I'm having all those same feelings as I wait for his call to tell me he's out of class. Maybe it's because I'm tired and feel like crap, or maybe it's because we never see eachother now that we're in school and it kinda feels like that whole dating thing again....? Um, I don't really have an answer.

I love block 3. I love learning about little kids right now. Once I'm doing my peds rotation, I'll probably cry, but I hope to make a difference in at least one little kids life. We watched a video about a developmental test and the little kids were just so dang cute! Seriously, I think I was meant to be in this block. It's wonderful.

I hate Blaine's schedule. Come home already!!!

3 comments:

  1. Take him, I see way to much of him. Just kidding. I love every morning around 9 when he comes up stairs to eat lunch.

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  2. I want a man I feel like peeing my pants for.

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