Weird feelings.

So I'm sitting at home, waiting for Blaine to get out of his class.... I really should be doing homework, but I'm putting it off till tomorrow. Smartest move? Probably not. I found this picture on my laptop. It's from before Blaine and I started dating. He looks so funny with out a beard. Like.... naked. It reminded me of all the butterfly/I'm going to vomit/or possibly pee my pants feelings I used to get before he'd come over or we'd hang out. So as I'm writing this, I'm having all those same feelings as I wait for his call to tell me he's out of class. Maybe it's because I'm tired and feel like crap, or maybe it's because we never see eachother now that we're in school and it kinda feels like that whole dating thing again....? Um, I don't really have an answer.

I love block 3. I love learning about little kids right now. Once I'm doing my peds rotation, I'll probably cry, but I hope to make a difference in at least one little kids life. We watched a video about a developmental test and the little kids were just so dang cute! Seriously, I think I was meant to be in this block. It's wonderful.

I hate Blaine's schedule. Come home already!!!

No more root beer..

I really hate being sick. I never get sick, or if I do, it's rare. Especially the kind where I feel like death. I've resorted to my couch the last few days only to submerse myself in Netflix. I have tried to clean my house because next semester starts Tuesday, and once school starts I won't get ANYTHING done around my house..... but laying on the couch just feels so much better. Earlier I tried drinking root beer in hopes that it would make me feel better. Why? I have no idea, it just sounded good..... it only made me feel worse. Oh, the joys of not feeling well....

And once the semester starts, my blog is going to be neglected. That's ok, it's not too popular anyway. My dad is now a married man! Congrats to him and Sandy! The wedding was small and quaint. I love small weddings.

Have I mentioned how much I love my camera and photoshop? I'm still trying to play with both. Blaine's better than me, naturally. I just like taking pictures.

Have I mentioned how much I love my husband? He's amazing. His birthday is tomorrow! Happy happy 24th birthday my love! Looks like 24 is going to be a good year for you!

Have I mentioned that school starts Tuesday?! Jk. We are both so anxious to start this upcoming semester. Nervous and excited. It's going to be good, and hard. This is going to be a crazy year for us, but definitely a good one. I can tell.

Here's to a new year!

I must say, Blaine and I have sure enjoyed our time off from school. This break was so needed! But I'm also glad the "holidays" are over. Does that make me a Scrooge? Perhaps.... Why is it that they are always so stressful? I must admit, we had a good Christmas! I'm glad no one was sick like last year. I enjoyed spending time with our families. And I loved our tree.  



And I loved taking pics of the nieces and nephews. I swear the only people we take pictures of are our nieces and nephews. They just happen to be more exciting than adults....

However, I LOVED taking shaking head pictures.

Best shaking head picture ever!!

Mine turned out to look more like a shampoo commercial.... lame.

Cali got a new jacket for Christmas.... I don't think she minded that it was hot pink and shiny.

I'm so happy and glad that 2010 is over! It was a very difficult year. We had good times and bad, but I guess you could say we both grew from it. I've got a feeling [a feeling deep inside oh yeah...(that song just happend to fit appropriately in this post)] 2011 is going to be a MUCH better year. Here's to an awesome year!!

I'm free! For a month!

This is how I'm feeling right now....

I did it!!!! I passed the awful block 2!!!! I am so happy it's FINALLY over! Words can't even begin to express how happy I am that it's over! I spent all year in block 2 and hated it, but I know that it will only help me to be a better and stronger nurse for it. I'm going to celebrate the entire month I have off and enjoy winter break! :-)

My future's looking so bright, I gotta wear these....

:-)

Stuck.

I wish you could understand how frustrated I am.... with several things. Unfortunately, I can't even do anything about my frustrating problems except wait. And try to do my best.

I feel like crying and throwing a fit.... but I can't.

I feel like sticking needles in a few select peoples' eyes.... but I can't, though tempting.

I can't wait to be done with block 2. I am going to celebrate BIG TIME when it's over. I'm so drained. I can't even begin to explain, because you wouldn't understand.

I need your support right now, because I just. don't. have. it. All I have is my amazing Blaine.

He sure is cute.

Thanks Maren for taking these. I love them. I seriously owe you. Big time.

I really hate Jello..

But let's not discuss that right now.....

I'm lame. And boring. All my life consists of is school.... and poking people with needles and pushing meds. I enjoy it.... somtimes. I will say, I CAN'T WAIT TO MOVE ON TO BLOCK 3!! I'm more than ready. Bring on the kids and pregnant ladies! No more people with nasty infections or bowel obstructions.... please.

We celebrated my 23rd birthday. It was a relaxing birthday. We went to the ASU game and that sums up the extent of that.

For some reason, I could not smile right on my birthday. I have no idea why. I just couldn't. And so all my pics are lame. At least Blaine and my mom look good.

I got all but one lame candle! Of course, it was the "one to grow on" candle too. Stupid candle.

I loved our pumpkin! Blaine carved it. I pulled out the guts. Naturally.

We saw Megadeth!! Again! They are amazing. I lurve them. So much.

The best part.... I told myself I would not headbang because well, the next day, I feel like I'm gonna die. Well.... the Indian guy in front of us had amazing long hair and started headbanging and it LOOKED SO COOL! So I said, "Screw it!!" and headbanged. My neck was killing me the next day, but it was so worth it!

We were so tired after, but it was A-MAZ-IIIINNNGGG!!!

Only a few weeks left this semester! Whaaa?! Yeah, so excited! Seriously, the day of my final needs to come sooner. And Blaine's. We need a SERIOUS break, yo.

All I have are pictures.....

Of my cute husband.....

And a cute dog.